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if someone asked me to describe how i felt last year when i was at my lowest. when i was really struggling mentally, im not sure i could place those emotions into words. i am unsure that any collection of syllables could represent the darkness that the light constantly waded through. it was the kind of darkness that the light at the end of the tunnel seemed like a joke, seemed impossible, totally unreachable. the kind of darkness that you wonder how long you can stomach it. how long you can survive with the lights turned off? the best way i could describe the feelings i felt. is imagine having a heavy enormous dark cloud over your head which is constantly gushing rain. no matter how many tears i shed i always felt weighed down. i always had that stomach sinking feeling that something awful was about to happen. my body seemed to be on defence mode, on patrol for anything. whilst my mind was frozen. my mind struggled to understand what was happening in the bustling world to which surrounded me. that is the best i could do to describe the feelings i felt when i was struggling mentally. it was like living in the dark for one year whilst everyone else seemed to have their lights switched on to the maximum.
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