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I'm given the option to enter a new world
a world where by 27-29
you will be earning 33 k per month and working 16-20 days
im scared that if i try too hard to make money
suffer too much
then when i get money to fund my expensive hobbies
they wont be fun anymore
because i endured too much to be able to pay for them
do i want this
do i want to do well in this interview tmr?
i grew up poor and saw how differently ppl treat you based on
if you graduated abroad or in this stupid country
heck even in my current job im mistreated and ignored
for graduating from a third rate local uni
but do i really want to join the horrible world
and make money but hv no time to spend it
and hv deteriorating health ?
sigh i hope i dont get the job then i will never know how ugly that world is
and never lose my love for my hobbies
if i had billions and could afford to buy branded handbags and jackets luxury brands
it wouldnt be fun
i could buy 10 more of those goyard bags because im rich
but when im poor
even buying a 700 $ LV wallet means the world and makes
me love my very first luxury purchase ever
things are only nice and fun when you have them in limited quantities
but if you could afford 4 00 holidays
then travelling to the maldives is like taking the subway
boring af
sigh i dont know what the future holds
but i keep having to make decisions
and whichever way i choose
there will be regrets that im not ok with bearing
sigh imma just let god decide
hopefully he fails me or tells me which industry to choose or
stick with
sincerely, an intern who dreams of eating fine dining and
owning many real estate so my parents can retire and we can donate to charity
we hv never had "extra" money to donate to charity
i wish i could donate to worldwide crisis and be of use, be helpful
i also missed out on so many cool stuff like my stupid friends flying to another country to watch a concert because the artist didnt visit my small country
legit why tf was i born this poor
that we had no money for petrol to get us to our public school where the fees were subsidized by the gov while my cuz went to private schools with swimming pools
sigh i love money now because of how i grew up and dont know how to save because im trying to console young me who hated being born poor
we still have mortgages n car loans to pay
so i do pray that i will pass the interview
but also i know how hard life is in there so i dunno god
pls make wtv you want to happen
happen
and give me strength to stick it out and thrive
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You are having a negative attitude towards this job because of the money. If you do get the job manage your money wisely.
Replythey ghosted me lol i think i bombed the interview hahahah its cool tho
and i really am grateful to god that i have another job to fall back on
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