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Is finding peace possible? Or does growing up only make it harder?
I'm starting to feel like there is no peace. No hope. That there's no reason for me to keep going. As of now I plan on killing myself tomorrow. I want to know if it gets better. I want to know if I have a reason to stay because as of right now I don't see one. I'm 14 years old. Its going to be 4 years before I can actually do anything to help myself. But I don't know if I can wait that long. I'm tired and fed up and no one has done anything to help me and when they do, if feels like I'm asking too much. Or like I'm taking something from them.
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I've been in your situation. I grew up with bad mental health. It will get better once you get diagnosed and start taking meds. It took me til I was in my 20s to get help. As soon as you turn 18 get your own insurance through either a full time job or get free insurance through state. I've asked my mom when I was in middle school and wanted help. They never got me help. I also didn't know I was eligible for Medicare when I turned 18.
ReplyI'm the same person commenting again. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective type bipolar after about 5 or 6 years of being diagnosed incorrectly. I work full time in a factory and I go to a community psychitrist. My insurance only charges me 25 for the visit and 15 dollars per medication. I take a antipsychotic and a antidepressant. It would be wise of your parents to get you help now but my parents were too afraid that I'd be put in a foster home cuz they messed up.
ReplyOp here.
I've talked about getting help to my mom before. Nothing ever came out of it. She's messed up really bad but I don't know if she understands that or not. Regardless of either she won't put my in therapy for the same reason. But I think its more of her thinking I'm just being dramatic or wanting to make her look bad. So that's not going anywhere
ReplyI mean I've gotten better after my life got more stable.
ReplyI pray that you are alive and well ..i know it gets hard but things dl get better .. I was planning the same thing until i i went from being on drugs and homeless.. To being clean and sober two years now and having my own place..when i thought things couldnt get worse they got better ..who ever u are..im sending prayers ..
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