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i hate myself so much. i hate how i give up so easily, i hate how i rely on others for help but never help others. but mostly, i hate how selfish i am. i try so hard to be a good person who cares about others and is productive but i just can’t, i’m drained. Senior year in highschool was the worst thing that’s ever happened to me and i’m so weak i can’t even recover. It’s been almost a year, im so much happier with my life but i’m such a bad person. i hate it. i try to be there for my friends in rough times but i’m not. i always end up ghosting everyone which hurts me and hurts them. i know so many of my friends are struggling right now but i can’t even get myself to talk to anyone. i’m so tired so burnt out and i’m so lazy. laziness will be the death of me, i feel awful about how i take the easy route for almost everything. half the things i submit are of minimal effort and i leave everything to the last minute. i truly don’t deserve to live. i deserved to be punished for my behaviour as i am a bad person, who can only punish themselves
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I don't think you are a bad person and also it doesn't look like you're lazy. You seem exhausted from life and you are not able to help others because you need help. Your thoughts sound like you have depression i think you should figure out what causing this and try to talk about it with someone 🫂
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ReplyJust because you're tired and burnt out doesn't make you a bad person, just because you think you're lazy other people may not think that, all of us are here for you, you might not know us or even care that we're here. But we are. We love you <3
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