my last love

what he changed in me , its unexplainable. the first one to actually give me everything i ever hoped for. I'm so happy, so raw, so glorious when I'm with him.

he fixed me, never even asked for anything.....

It's all so confusing now as we broke up today, it feels to soon .. to soon to let him go, but I cant stop him. I'm not what he needs, he needs someone to understand him, the way he does me. expecting him to love me like i love him is unfair, because i can never give back what all he gave to me.

I'll love him like a devotee, not expecting anything from him, not even a relationship.

a soul as beautiful as his, should never get tainted . I'll walk down the flowers and the grass everyday, thinking about him holding me close to him, and just listening to me, looking at me smile.

he meant so much to me, I never even gave a thought to whether I meant to him as much, and will I hurt him, by expecting him to love me?

I wish him to always be happy, i want him to want me as much as i want him although it is unhealthy for him.

I wish we could be together.... always