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im pissed off right now just because of PTSD and its really bad. I don't know if its smart to blame a disorder but its causing me problems. It's ruining my life. I keep remembering the past a lot because of PTSD.
I hated my roommates and my therapists and I got so angry and filled with rage and I couldn't talk about it with anyone because they stopped and interrupted me while I was venting. Therapy doesn't help and neither do doctors. They all talk about things that have nothing to do with me at all.
Then the therapists were cold and dismissive. I thought they were supposed to support you. I guess I was wrong and I feel betrayed.
They bully you and mistreat you just like everyone else. I don't know it just seemed like they wanted to talk bad about me and treat me like trash. I hate humans for this reason.
I don't want to associate with them anymore. I didn't asked to be treated this way. I know its not my fault nor is it my problem. I didn't do anything either. But still that is why I never want to see a therapist again.
I don't trust anyone. I am sick of people and Im sick of everything that happened in the past. I don't want it to happen again. I am sick of people attacking me. Just leave me alone.
Also when I talk to humans they keep looking for flaws and they make it seem like I am doing something wrong. I am not but still. It makes me sad. People keep saying there is something wrong with me when there isn't.
No one understands what I am saying when they stop me from venting. There are comments but they don't make sense to me.
Then they think they understand when they don't. It's a vicious cycle and they keep making assumptions and jumping to conclusions.
They ask me what I mean and to explain and I don't want to and when I do they judge and they don't understand.
I don't see the point either. They judge because they don't understand and im not sure why I wasted my time with people like that.
I feel like I wasted my life doing things and I feel sad about it. I don't know why I did it but I learned that I shouldn't do it again.
Also I hated my bosses in the past throwing me under and framing me. They picked on me for no reason and I was confident and I think they were jealous or insecure. I don't know but there was something wrong with them because they harassed me and bullied me.
Not trying to offend or anything but I feel like I keep meeting weirdos and people with problems all the time and they sound really stupid. I don't know why. My vents aren't intended to hate on anyone.
My vents are to release feelings and it has nothing to do with anyone. They are my opinions but like don't take it personally or anything.
They also sound immature and ironically they call me those names because they are that.
Also im sick of being targeted and I just want to be left alone. Stop bullying me and trolling me. It's weird and I don't feed the trolls.
Humans are the worst because I do something and they all attack me for no reason and they are cruel to me.
They label me wrong and they are always mean. I don't know what is wrong with everyone. It seems a lot of people are unhappy or something. The only person that loves me is my gf.
im tired of being attacked all the time and im tired of people hanging out with me. I don't want to talk to humans anymore. I don't care if you have to talk to me or you like me and or whatever. Just leave me alone. Go away and leave me alone.
It really upsets me people want to be around me and it hurts me. I am not meant to be with humans because all they do is treat me bad and think there is something wrong with me.
No one gets it because they keep bothering me and they don't respect me. They accuse me of doing something wrong and or bad continuously and they don't stop. It makes me upset and it makes me suicidal and it makes me stressed out.
Humans abused me everywhere and I shouldn't of went through that and im sick of people coming through and attacking me telling me there is something wrong with me every time.
I am not mentally ill either. I know I repeat but it helps a lot. Im sick of the abuse. Humans are ruining my life. I don't know why humans want there to be something wrong with me.
I don't know why humans want me to believe there is something wrong with me. I don't know what is going on. Why do humans stalk me and follow me everywhere if I don't like them at all?
Humans rejected me and then they follow me around?? What's wrong with you?? You call me mentally ill when I am not?? Then you expect to accept it and talk to you and to trust you? I don't trust you anymore and you betrayed me. Talking to you humans was a mistake.
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