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I loved you. A middle school kind of crush. I don't love you anymore though, but even now you still come to mind.
You were kind of an asshole to me, did you know that? All those pranks you did, they weren't really funny. Especially those 'dares' you did too. I am talking about the: "ily" and the "Will you go out with me? This is a dare please say no." Why did you choose me? Why didn't you speak to me in between those times. Do you know that hurts?
I am sorry I flaked on hanging out with you before I moved. I really was busy, I had exams. But I did happen to have some free time, I just didn't feel like hanging out with you - I didn't know how to feel.
"It's okay we can hang out anything c:" I know you meant any time instead of "anything." It still gets me every time. I feel guilty since I can imagine you smiling while writing that to me. I'm sorry for not talking to you since, besides a measly "Happy New Years ____!"
Kinda blame you for some 'trauma' I have. I don't know. Every time I love someone again I am afraid they'll be like you - that they would toy with my feelings, not that you intentionally did (I don't know if you did) but I just felt that way.
I've showed others my texts with you because I was confused on how you felt about me back then. They were just as confused as I was, did you like me too? Or were you just messing with me like you always do. I felt like you lead me on and off, like I was a dog on your leash. I have a little resentment for that, but I understand that was middle-school era, high school freshman at most.
So here's me admitting my old love for you: I'm sorry Ally. I really did love you.
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