I don't want more.

I already have a late dear friend that I have to pay my respects to every now and then. I don't want more. I can't bear being at a funeral of someone I hold dear. I want them to live their lives to the fullest.

To whoever is reading this, you, please do me a favor and not give up on life. Think about the people who holds you dear. Think about how they would feel seeing you lying there lifeless. It hurts. It hurts because they will be just there looking at you while facing the fact that they can never talk to you again, spend time with you again, see you smile, laugh, frown, cry again, they can never have a misunderstanding or fight with you again, they can never be there for you again in your darkest times. You'll leave them with nothing else but memories of you. Don't give up on life.