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me and my boyfriend have been dating for almost 7 months but prior to him i was in a 6 month relationship which i got my heart broken by being cheated on. mind you this was my first real relationship and i was infatuated by him. i haven’t gotten over the trama of being cheated on after being told the usual “she’s just a friend” claim. going past that me and my current boyfriend started off a bit rocky knowing i wasn’t ready for another relationship so fast but he was. i am his first girlfriend abs i don’t know if he is still getting used to it or what it is. he lacks giving me reassurance terribly and i constantly feel like i’m not enough. ever since going through what i did as a 14 year old girl and getting my heart broken the first time i haven’t been able to get the constant thought of “i wonder if he’s cheating on me” playing through my head like a broken record. i have talked to him about that and he would always say “if i wanted someone else i would break up with you before i crossed that line”. but that doesn’t ease my mind i would rather have an answer like “i could never do that to you i love you more than that” but i don’t seem to get that. i love him with my whole heart but i don’t get the energy back i wish for. i want him to be as in love with me as i am with him. even though it’s been hard to show lately because all i think about when i think of him now is how much longer can i go on with this. i dread the day we will break up but sometimes i do think it will better my mindset and clear my mind. as hard as it’s gonna be it can’t be worse than this feeling because i feel lost and alone and nobody but him can help me with that certain feeling.
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