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1. I am a CA Final student. I hate CA course. I hate ICAI.
2. I have ZERO friends. I am very lonely. Cherry on the cake is that I have to study things I don't llike.
3. I am Overwhelmed with my syllabus. No one cares.
4. Truth of Life I have learnt in the process. NO ONE cares about how do you feel, Everyone cares about how did you perform. PERIOD.
5. I DO NOT NEED ADVICE. I need SYMPATHETIC PEOPLE AROUND ME.
6. I HATE CHARTERED ACCOUNTANCY. My Dad PUSHED me into CA just because he wanted to do CA and he FAILED in and DROPPED OUT from CA.
7. I HATE MY DAD. He is EXTREMELY BOSSY, AUTOCRATIC and NARCISSIST. He want everything to happen his way. For him, its either MY WAY or HIGHWAY. He is a big IRRITATOR. I HATE HIM LECTURING ME.
8. I HATE MY MOM TOO.
9. I HATE ICAI. ICAI and CAs are respected JUST BECAUSE of lower pass % of CA exams. ICAI is running on the fees of repeated attempt students. An institute which takes pride in low pass % of its exams, is an institute of its WORST KIND. I have repeatedly said this and I again say "ICAI is a MEMBER's CARTEL. YOU ARE NOT A MEMBER OF ICAI UNLESS YOU ARE A MEMBER OF ICAI". An institute which Indulges in PREFERENTIAL TREATMENT of one of its STAKEHOLDERS at the expense of OTHERS is BOUND to COLLAPSE.
10. MY MENTAL HEALTH IS GETTING AFFECTED BECAUSE of above points. Therefore, I am practising self-love i.e. I'll do what I want. In the pretext of watching lectures, I have binged entire series of NBT and ZDMN. I have ZERO guilt for that. I hope I do not go into DEPRESSION. I AM NOT SURE IF AM GOING THROUGH ONE. I DO NOT have friends to talk to. I have NOT been out of my house from MONTHS. I HATE GOING OUT WITH PARENTS. I DO NOT HAVE FRIENDS.
BREATHE IN, BREATHE OUT.
BREATHE IN, BREATHE OUT.
BREATHE IN, BREATHE OUT.
It is 07-05-2022 today, I HAVE CA FINAL EXAMS FROM NEXT WEEK. LET ME TRY STUDYING... Thankyou for reading this. :)
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Hey I can kinda understand what you are going through.. I am also a CA student ( inter) but no one really forced me into it ... but still the syllabus is actually tough more like really vast and all we get is 1 and half day in middle of exams which sucks too... I even skipped my last attempt because I had decided to give both groups in this one but now I am not even perfectly prepared for single group ... about friends same is with me I am only in contact with one of my school friends... didn't even joined regular college because I thought I won't be able to give my timw for my studies... and now I see all my former friends hanging out with their new friends looking really happy and I only get to go out the most once in a month that too I have to more like beg for it for my parents... whereas when my siblings were in college they used to go out daily and noone even used to question them ... and it feels like I am the only one who is still same just like when I was in school where as all the other people around me have grown so much it's almost like their personalities completely changed... but at the end of the day I made this decision of doing CA so I am ok with living this way ... for you , you can think of it like an escape from your father's control over you . Once you clear the exam you can even get job at some place far away from them and you would also be financially independent so there would be noone to stop you anymore from doing what you won't... just don't quit it because you never know what sort of life you might actually have once you clear your exam ... and getting sympathy can make you feel good for some time , so does binging on some show would but still you will be stuck in this loop you can do all of that stuff again without worrying about your studies once you clear it and that way I think you would feel more free compared to how you are right now ... I actually admire you since you were able to clear inter .. so you can clear final as well .. I hopeyou get through it 💜
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Thank you so much for reading my post and giving a sweet reply... :)
I wish all the very best to you for your CA Intermediate exams, your CA Final exams and all the adventures in your life ahead...!!!
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