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I have a weird mind. I always think of depressing stuff like everyday. Stuff I cant change anymore and it bothers me. Its like a OCD thing. I constantly think of things that depress me. I dont even try to think of it it just comes to my mind. I wish I could change that but I cant afford psycho therapy. I feel hypnotized to always be depressed. The thing that bothers me most is something completely out of my control. I always think people hate me. When I go to work I always try to put on a happy face. Bit I'm sure people can tell I'm depressed. I have like 8 or 9 Verticle scars on my left arm from suicide attempts. I can't hide them. One day when I have more money id like to get a sleeve tattoo to cover them. I've attempted suicide multiple times. I can't talk to anyone about my feelings and troubles. I come on this site almost everyday. I get drunk even through the week and I pour out my feelings on here. Its like novni is my best friend that I can tell everything to.
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