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Honestly... I have so much going on in my life. There is this person, lets call this person Carley. This person honestly was someone i was once super close too. We had lots in common, had similuar stories and backgrounds in upbringing. Anyways, long story short we arent friends. Carley ghosted me after a trip ignoring me for 2 years. Carley is now engaged to my boyfriends best friend and now I have to see more of her. Im stressed because I feel like I am going to black out. I just want to attempt to be better but like its hard when Carley triggers me. I just got diagnosed with BPD, and I know the way i respond and say things are not what i truely mean, its pure hurt and i dont know how to properly express my hurt. so anger out bursts is how i react. I know its not my fault and ive grown. I dont need to prove that to anyone. I am proud of my accomplishments. I have overcome so much and will overcome more in the future. No block in the road is going to stop me. I just got to stop caring what people like Carley think and fake a smile. I just gotta continue to grow. I am truely trying honestly.
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