What Should I Choose ?

I'm here, sitting on my bed.

Trying to find what is right, for me.

I have a book in front of me with unmeaningful words,

and I have a blank page in front of me to pour my heart out.

I can only choose one from these, but I'm not quite sure what to choose.

My mind tells me to learn the unmeaningful words,

but my heart, it tells me to create meaningful words on the black page.

But right now, I'm just a teen who has to listen to my parents.

My heart is begging me so hard, but my mind is doing nothing.

Still, I have to listen to mind my mind.

But one day, I'll listen to my heart for sure.

Anna S.S