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I uh, started my new job today, as a cashier in a gift shop, and guess what? I blacked out, like shaky legs, everything went jellie mode, vision went black and i couldn't hear or feel anything for a second. When i could i was sat on the floor and everything was still sounding fuzzy. My boss and the work people are nice though, they were just as shaken as i was, well maybe not cuz i was crying and literally shaking and stumbling lol, but they were understanding and nice. I think its because of low blood pressure, sugar whatever it is, or like an iron deficiency because that runs in my family [no im not pregnant lol, menstruation just started so]
All this ro say, i feel bad for feeling bad. Yknow? Like i know i shouldn't but i do, i feel guilty that people are being nice to me because of some stupif thing like not eating.
Gods it was in front of a lot of people too, haaaaahhhh fuck
I don't have to go back in to work till a day from today but still, i know they'll be like concerned or something but i domt want them to be
But i also do cuz some part of me wants to be asked if im ok and told im alright, heck the first few hours of my job i almost cried like 5 different times cuz co-workers were reassuring me itd be fine, like what? No. Bad stop it. I shouldn't be crying over reassurance that i hardly ever get
Im going to go back to sleep now heh, stops me from thinking what happened over and over in my head
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has this ever happened before or did it just happen once?
ReplyBlacking out? Its happened once before, and the shakiness in smaller doses
Replyif it happens again you should probably see a doctor for it, hopefully they can help
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