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Sorry in advance for my very bad grammar.
I'm the middle, INFJ, anxious, lost and confused child in our family. There's so much going on right now and I can't think straight as if everything inside my mind is tangled. I just felt like no one can understand me or handle me, I know I am too much but I really feel lonely and lost right now, tho I have no one to cry for help. I loved life so much, I loved mankind, I loved everything, I'm so full of love inside but I can't seem to spread it to everyone. I wanted to have a purpose but I can't do anything useful for others. I'm stuck inside an endless loop of agony, I want to keep on living and just protect everyone from constant pain and struggle this world is giving because I just feel like everyone deserve to be loved and saved and cared for. On the other hand, I'm really tired of living, I'm slowly breaking into sharp pieces like a glass, if this continues I'm afraid instead of spreading love, I'd be spreading hatred and more pain to mankind.
I just...I wish people could see what's inside this mind of mine so they could understand and maybe help me figure things out and untangled my mind of strings. Right now, all I can tell to people is "I'm sorry", I'm sorry for not contributing anything to this world, I'm sorry if I can feel everyones pain around me yet I can't do anything to lessen their burden atleast. I'm sorry for being me, I'm sorry because I just can't get out this comfort bubble of mine. I am really, sincerely apologizing. I was meant to spread more smile than tears. Where did I went wrong? God please help me. Tell me.
For those who are hurting, for those who feel they are not loved, those who were misunderstood, those who are hopeless and helpless. Please, I am genuinely telling you, that if I could just meet you all, if I could just multiply my body, if I could just hold you all...I will. But I am not God. I'm just a nobody, a spec of dust wandering the world made by Him. And I, myself is broken into pieces too. But I'm really happy/glad that I'm alive right now to tell yall this guys. I just wish I could be better, wish I could do more for all of you. Wish I was not afraid as I am right now, I wish to be brave and have more courage to draw deep inside the water and find my greatest purpose.
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Every person in this world is not your responsibility. You have to take care of yourself.
ReplyGet your mind off yourself by helping on this site if you know how. That will be a start.
ReplyI DID! Thank you :")
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