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Long story short I didn't eat for about 60- something hours. During that time I had 3 10-hour shifts. This was all out of choice and for various stupid reasons. I wanted to punish myself, I wanted to lose weight, I wanted to test my limits. Hell in the thick of it I thought that I could run 2 miles after work and then eat.
I knew it was wrong my concience kept on telling me to eat but I didn't listen because I want to finish what I started. I have starved for like 60-ish hours before but that was maybe 8 years ago.
I have eaten now but idk what to do tbh. I can't sleep for more than 6 hours and at this point I'm too scared to take melatonin on a what was a 3-day-old empty stomach.
I feel like I've let down the people who cared about me, that I'm making them worry. Maybe I need help, this is the second time this year I've starved. I'm too poor for help tho.
Also I'm fat it's not like I would be taken seriously. Honestly ppl might think going another two days with no food might be good for me.
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You should never go without food for even a day so yes, get help.
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