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Back in 2019, I still remember when we met for the first time. I mistakenly thought you were my ex. And every time I see you on campus, I suddenly avoid you because it hurts me to see you because I remember you as my ex. Hahaha, I even keep asking my friend what your name is and where you're from merely to make sure you're not my ex.
I never had a crush on you until one day hit me. It's funny to remember what I did to ask my best friend about you. I had no idea you'd be the one to answer when I called my best friend, and I had no idea you'd be the one to say hello. I was so thrilled at that time because I didn't expect to be able to talk to you. And the time I found out that my friend also had a crush on you, she started acting as if she didn't consider me a friend and started to treat me like a competitor.
I'm also upset because I don't imagine our friendship will be ruined. After all, we both have a crush on you. It's not a difficult choice because I know I merely had a crush on you because you look like my ex. That's why I did stop crushing on you.
Last week of November, I was scrolling through friends' suggestions when suddenly I saw your name and decided to stalk you. Then I was unsure whether to add you or not, possibly because you could say I still have feelings for you. But I still decided to add you, and the following day I opened my account, I received a notification that you accepted my friend request.
After that, I was surprised that your name kept popping up on my phone and that you were consecutively reacting to my share post.
And this is where my friend who had a crush on you started, suddenly asking for my information and asking me to send a pretty picture of myself. That made me think.
The next day, she also asked for my Twitter account and insisted on adding you. I gave her my Twitter account and asked her if this was related to you. But she denied the fact that it was obvious,
The next day, I forced her to admit it and stated that I would not be angry regardless of the reason for asking my socmed.
Until the moment came that we finally had a conversation that I didn't imagine. We discuss a variety of topics and exchange ideas. And then you explained the misunderstanding, which I thought you were my best friend's boyfriend but not.
Days and nights had passed. You just confessed to me that you like me, and so do I. But we are both not ready. That is why we decided not to hurry into a relationship.
Over the past month, we have become closer and are acting as a couple, taking care of one another, handling disagreements, and reassuring one another.
Time flies, its almost our 5th month without a label.
We have a healthy relationship, even though we do not have a label.
But in the end, we decided to end it because I am not mentally okay and don't want to cause you more pain because of my inability. I know it hurts, but I didn't know what to do anymore. That's the only thing I could do.
Now all I have is a collection of memories that won't be back.
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