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It just occurred to me. I don’t know how to want to be anything but who I was when I was with you.
It’s been 16 years I’ve watched my reasons to stay grow up and leave and the feelings I thought would fade are still as heavy as they were. The worst part is knowing you’re doing fine, I gave you a reason to to let your love die. But you’re just as wonderful as you ever were . I toe the line, most days I’m fine, but some days I seem to fall in I drown in your memories, choke on regret and grieve for what we could have been.
I remember you said to look at the moon and we’d be together but tonight I’m alone with your memory and you’re making new ones with someone new and the moon seems to just shine for you.
And then the tides turn and I hate myself.
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