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My first problem is being an introvert
I often get compared to my sibling who is an extrovert . He is good at mingling with people . He is pretty popular at school . He is good at athletics . My parents are proud of him but the only problem of him was academics . I'm good at academics but I suck at socialising with people . I suck at starting a conversation . I want to create a lot of friends . I try talking with people but only some do respond ( others ignore ) . I'm not that popular . My parents care more about this 'popular thing' than academics . I understand that . They care more about relations and all .I suck at that. I get compared to extroverts in my class . Is it a crime being an introvert ? I want to have some alone time . For that , I do get accused of not spending enough time with parents . I just wanna charge myself
My cousins :
My cousins like my sibling more , the only talk with him ( video calls him , messages him , sleep overs , movie nights ) Am I their cousin ? Why cant I do that with them . For family functions and all , they completely exclude me . It's always like I'm in the back of them .I also want to be part of them .
Religious :
Compared to my parents , I'm not that religious . People expect me to be religious . I believe in god , faith and etc but not to another level . They expect me to religious all time . I do start with prayer and all but I don't spend my alone time watching videos of them . My sibling tries to impress them by watching all these videos and all . By that , I get to be the black sheep of my family .
Being attractive :
Reasons I'm not attractive : introvert , not fair , not popular
But I'm really grateful to my friends who call me pretty . I wish I was fair ( no racism towards anyone) but I do face racism a lot like for examples they use statement like this eyeliner wont match you since you are dark , try using a lot of face packs for having fair skin . Bro , I like what I have . Why do others bother about it ? I hate my face for that . I am kinda flot chested also . ( some apparently do make jokes about flat chested people )
I'm sorry . I know this is long . There might be a lot grammar mistakes . I have a lump in my throat . I feel like crying . I feel sick . Why am I such a disappointment ? I want my parents to be proud of me . I want people to like me . I wish I was like my brother . I wish people found me appraocable . People approach to attractive people more ( most people wont't care if they are introvert or extrovert ) . I wish I could find someone who understands me and cares about me . But I could never find that someone because I'm an intovert nor am attractive
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The trouble here is that you compare yourself to your brother. When you stop doing this and accept yourself the way you are you will be happy.
ReplyYou are perfect as you are and as you change. Life is a process of discovering and uncovering your true nature. It is not that you change into something or somebody that is new. It is your point of view that colors your experience. Being an introvert is good. It allows you to observe and learn from your encounters.
Everyone, your parents, siblings, cousins, and friends, are on their particular Life journey doing the best they can. They know you are OK and, in many way, are more prepared for the challenges ahead than they are. You are exactly where you need to be (you can't be some other place). Things get better from this place and time. None of us have much control over what happens next. Our super powers reside in our ability to respond and react in ways that are productive. We don't have a life to live as we choose. LIFE has us. Each of us is what LIFE is doing where we are right now. Every encounter is an opportunity to go with ITS flow and to learn / do helpful things along the way. When you let go of this false sense of control and let IT BE (not my will but THY WILL be done), LIFE will use your presence to bring more light and love into this world.
It is really not about you. You are a conduit for IT. Oh, and don't forget to laugh a lot and to have a lot of fun.
ReplyWow ! Sounds very familiar to my life. Introvert and unattractive. Although I am fully grown adult. But I still go through this.
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