Weird dream

For some reason my brother and i were hunting donuts and we found some pretty damn good ones and played videogames, i played my all time favorite game and then let my brother play some star wars game. For some reasons i thought we needed more donuts so i went to get more. I was on the phone for a min but i dont remember what i did. And then suddenly it wasnt night time anymore and i was driving and my past therapist appeared on the passenger seat. For some reason i was feeling very suicidal and wanted to crash the car. A fire truck was rushing and my therapist told me to go past it but i didnt because it was a rushing firetruck and apparently my therapist didnt realize it was a firetruck. However i slowly felt like i was losing control of myself and letting my i guess “sad side take the wheel” but when i rean over some bump in the road, the previous donut boxes from before hit my therapist. I felt very bad and guilty so i parked near a corner store. My therapist praised me for letting the fire truck pass through even though she told me to pass it. People at the parking lot made sure we were okay and then i woke up