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I’m so embarrassed. I liked this guy (let’s just call him Jacob) from my school for quite a while, I embarrassed myself in front of him a lot and lots of people knew I liked him. Recently his brother (let’s just call him Holland) who’s in the year below us joined my friendship group (he knows that I like his brother). Anyway Holland came to a party in which everyone but him got drunk except him. We all chatted and got along everything was normal, until we were all going to sleep and I just had that random thought, “you should make eye contact with him”, and then I couldn’t get it out of my head. Jump to a few weeks later when I was away with some other friends and got drunk and decided to text Holland and I texted him drunk for three hours straight, and I vented to him, and I just told him the most random drunk things. It was incredibly embarrassing. Anyway now I’m really confused, do I still like Jacob or do I like Holland, or am I just confusing embarrassment for liking someone. And the idea of getting over one brother for another feels wrong, counter productive almost. Something just feels really wrong, I’ve been dealing with some mental health problems and am I just like emotionally unstable or something, ughhhh. And I can’t even tall any of my friends cause I’m almost sure it’ll get back to Holland, I’m so confused and stressed.
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Put all of this behind you and get on with your life. It will be a good idea to keep away from Jacob and Holland for a while at least.
ReplyThere is a reason you texted Holland, there’s a reason you made eye contact with him.
There is a reason Holland listens to you vent.
He likes you and you like him.
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