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I suck but people are too nice to me
6 months ago · · Self-loathing,
I haven't cut in nearly a year, but recently I've been wanting to. I hate myself. I hate how I'm a problem for everyone. I hate how I cause bad things to happen, yet people still protect and help me. I want to punish myself for being such a burden on kind people. I hate myself. I don't deserve to live when I only bring misfortune to the people who love me. I feel so guilty and ashamed all the time. Why can't people see what a terrible person I am? Why do people get angry at themselves and not me when I've made a mistake that they have to fix?? They should just hurt me.