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Love letter that I can't Heartb

1 year ago · 1 · heartbreak, +6


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My dear,

I know you won't see this. But this is my way of showing what you mean to me.

When I had no one, you were the only person I could find solace in. I shared my insecurities with you. Always thought you were a very close friend of mine. Never realized what you meant to me, till the day you left. I know I hurt you with my words, but you broke me with your silence.

The four months I spent alone I realized the feelings I had for you were not feelings of friendship, It was a feeling of love. In those four months I realized I want you to be mine.

After four months when we got together and restored out friendship, I was over the moon but due to my reserved nature I couldn't show it.

I was contemplating how I'd tell you what you meant to me and suddenly out of nowhere you tell me that you are dating someone.

Trust me, I felt as if a boulder fell straight in my head. I couldn't cry, couldn't breakdown I had to be happy for you. At night I'd cry regretting why I didn't find the courage to tell you. In morning I'd wait just to get a glimpse of you.

I don't know how long this will last. But trust me when the time comes I'll tell you, you are more than a friend to me.

Yours truly.

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  • airplanes1231 · 1 year ago

    I am currently in this situation too. I can confidently say its moments like these that we force ourselves to spend less time with them(i know this is hard) and more time with some of our other friends/family. If no one else, I got you bud.

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