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For a couple of months I've been losing motivation, enthusiasm and hope. And then, a week ago, I lost my baby boy to a rare form of adrenal cancer. I've never felt so alone. I've tried to connect with the important people in my life, but they haven't really been there for me. They don't know how badly I need help, but I don't want to scare them or burden them. I don't really want people to pity me or putting me on suicide watch, I just want them to have a little time to sit and talk with me about what's going on in their lives and what's on teevee. I want to know that my continued existence is important to them, but it feels like everyone has somewhere else they'd rather be. It feels like I'm not really doing anyone any favors by continuing to live, and there's nothing more that I'd like than to die.
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I'm very sorry for your loss.I'm so bad at talking (writing) to people I swear.But you, your existence is VERY important to ME. Even though I do not know you personally. Fuck that it doesnt matter to me. I'm sure theres another person there who cares deeply about you, and thats fucked up that those people would be like that.
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