My Timed Entry: 081622(T), 12:29am where I am....

When you are too embarrassed to open up and write your thoughts... but you do it anyway.

When it was something that was not intended for you... you'd think that somebody may be messing with you.

When you read it, what did you think of the person who wrote it? How do you think the recipient would take it? You said that person who wrote it may be in love. Is it?

I like to write down my thoughts, so I have something to go back to.... I can understand myself.... my thoughts... my intentions.... my emotions. It helps. But pouring myself and letting somebody know of it is entirely new to me. I am flustered. I am embarrassed. But I need to overcome and be true to myself.

It made you smile and your heart flutter. You thought it was a profession of love.

It was a letter of longing and sadness luv.

I sensed your satisfaction.... amusement.... and concern.

I still have a lot to do for myself and those that I hold dear. Meeting you and having you in my life was never in my plans. But since we are being open and honest about it... I'll let you in on a secret... I am hoping that it is you.