My feelings

Why do people try to take my peace and joy one way or another? I can't catch a break. Mom's hateful as hell I've tried to stay clear of her but you can't when she yells for you to do things. In part (not making excuses but I care more for her than dad) I think its that fking cymbalta she's taking. She didn't used to be that bad until her Dr put her on it. Anyway she's bit my fkibg head off more than once. When I confronted her she denies it (big surprise there 🙄 they're bad to do that) going NO I DIDN'T IM OK. Surrrrrrrrrrreeeeeee🙄.

In part its that antidepressant I think, on top of her having dad harassing her for drugs (yes he's going thru that b s again) and idk her leg bothers alot she can't quit smoking to have the surgery the Drs won't do it UNTIL SHE QUITS SMOKING. Which are smokes too much. She can't even cut down. 3 packs of cigarettes a day most times between both of them is too much. But F**K DON'T GO ALL TO HE'LL ON ME BITING MY HEAD OFF FOR NO REASON. I do everything I can to help her. I really believe its the medication.

My aunt year's ago was on antidepressants she became so irritably ill and moody he couldn't stand it I mean he was mean too as I remember but still he had to go to her Dr on her saying she's killing me get her off this stuff cut her down on it do something. Days like today crap like that is killing me too peace and joy wise. FML. I try to be good to ger but I can't stand this bull$hit. She's hateful, dad's high on drugs, great ideal family huh? Some days like today I could use a literal punching bag instead of the wall. I love her but I can't stand this $hit FUuuuuuuukkkkkkkkkkk

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