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As I blink into consciousness from failing to fall asleep again, I got hit with the same thoughts and feelings again. Why I am still here? I have nothing to look forward to. It's hard waking up knowing that you've failed in life, you've got nothing going for you and you don't have the energy to go back to your old self and get out of the gutter. I'm just waiting for it to end honestly. I tried so hard and I thought I would be out of the woods by now, but it doesn't seem that way.
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Replyit seems you have nothing to lose. why don't you get out there and try everything you've ever wanted to do. go skydiving, eat good shit, talk to people you've never met before, have one night stands, swim in the ocean, go unicycling, whats the worst that could happen?
ReplyThings will get better starting now and from this place. If you make this decision, it will be so. It won't be smooth sailing and easy. There will be challenges. Everyone has them. This misery and the expectation for more misery can end now. It is up to you. Maybe you have more suffering to do. I can explain what I mean if you are ready to consider a new point of view.
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