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I know how awful I sounded in my last vent but I wanted to say how grateful and thankful I am for what I said.
I wanted to say thank you to my mom for everything you have done for me and I’m grateful and thankful for my room, car, the house, the food my bed, tablet, my phone and etc.
I’m so happy I’m so grateful that I have homes. I’m proud that I’m living in a house. I am so thankful for too. I’m proud of myself for making it this far in my life.
I want to thank myself for the everything too. If it wasn’t for me being happy and content with myself I would be worst off. Im sorry for all the hate I had in my heart. Im sorry for the times I didn’t give myself the love and kindness I deserve.
Im sorry I feel abandonment and resentment. But I’m not sorry because it taught me a valuable lesson about myself. Im glad about that. I learned from people how not to be and I’m proud of me.
I love myself for who I am and I’m sorry I talked about what other people said when it wasn’t and isn’t important. It’s none of my business and I made it my business because I was focused on it. Also I’m sorry for giving my power away to words.
Then also I’m sorry that people make me so angry I’m sorry all the power and hate went to people when they aren’t important. I forgive myself for being everything and I love myself.
Im trying hard to move on and move forward. I pray for myself and my safety because I’m still worried people will hurt me. I have faith and trust in myself.
Im also sorry I gave my power away when I should of focused on giving the power to myself.
Im sorry and I forgive myself for everything. I am blessed and I should remember it. Im grateful and thankful and I should remember that too. I love myself so much. Also I’m sorry and I forgive myself for being self loathing in anyway. I feel really bad about it and I feel guilty.
I’m sorry people told me to focus on Jesus when I’m not a Christian and I should focus on allah and the Muslim family and etc. i learned my lesson and I’m sorry if I got this information wrong I don’t know everything I’m still Learning. I’m honest with myself and allah. That’s important.
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