Late night thoughts/ rant etc

So I'm not equipped to be somebodys mental health professional. Probably BECAUSE IM NOT ONE. But dad completely unloaded a bunch of bull$hit that was too much for my head.

I have my own stuff I can't deal with. He's bad as my aunt. Which I have stuff to get to about her as well. But dad's drinking and was playing music LOUD. hes very unstable right now . I don't mind to listen a bit BUT DON'T KEEP GOING ON AND ON ABOUT 20 PLUS OR MINUS YEAR RESENTMENTS LIKE IM A URINAL TO DEPOSIT THEM TO AS HE'S TOLD ME ON MANY OCCASIONS WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO ABOUT IT A COLD ARROGANT UNCARING TONE. my family's fkd up ok.

Mom went off on him then as I brought the dog in she "accuses" me being "stressed". She's super edgy . Well what do expect interrupting overriding me!!!!????? Dad's saying stupid $hit again he hopes the fkn building blows up. mom goes YOU DON'T LIKE IT HERE LEAVE SIGH.

This is not a psych ward (but feels like it) AND I CAN'T PROCESS YOUR ALLS MENTAL ILLNESSES WTF YOU ALL????

I TOLD MOM TO SEEK HELP SHE DENIED ANY WRONG DOINGS AND BLAMES ME. typical😑. Anyone reading stay far far away from the medicine cymbalta (duloxetine). If any Dr offers it you don't take it. Its making my mother absolute hell to be around plus live with with her always aggressive edgy toned mood swings etc I wanna fking scream. I mean don't tell me nothings wrong like last night mom n dad were hateful with dog cuz he needed to go outside repeatedly. Those hateful tones I CAN'T STAND THEM its like they are monsters out of hell sometimes (especially when dad's drunk half a month abusing drugs FML)

I hate this bullsh!t

So my aunt

(the ever so loving 😇👼caring mother Teresa like (lol not really) person who didn't give a fk if I was left for dead by my dad, b!tch)

Tells dad wahhhhhhhhh😭 again. Ok she let my cousin n his girlfriend stay 2 weeks with her

(DESPITE DENYING ME 1 NIGHT AWAY FROM MY PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE DAD. B!TCH)

and she goes , she is up all hours of the night his girlfriend and they there have a security guard there they lock the doors and she when his girlfriend was asked who she was she's like I'm staying with my bfs aunt but then she runs from them like she's got a warrant on her maybe my cousin too idk. Anyway my aunt is like wahhhhhhhhhh😭 they wrote me up for her them staying here. Well you deserved it for turning me away ONE SINGLE NIGHT B!TCH. When my dad was a monstrous mad maniac psycho SHE DIDN'T GIVE A FK. Went ignore block to me on messenger. Horrible ass woman. But she masquerades as mother Teresa on Facebook. That's why I hate my family for stuff like that. Just do until others as you'd have them do unto you. IS THAT SO HARD.

Everyone I know hates me without cause. This gets so tiring Lord 😔

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