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Okay so i need advice
I really wanted to talk to someone and idk who
I had friends i could leave my everything for , i lost them this year
My boyfriend i loved the most he left to other city for studies and now we barely talk
I was depression last few year
So depressed i could take my life
I even tried to, and my friends were the one who saved me
Then my boyfriend supported me too
I always thought no one understands my pain but i tried with every last hope left in me to get better just because I knew even if no one cares ik my friends are there for me
My friends left me this year at the point i think everything was falling into place and i used to think if these people ever left me i might really die
But surprisingly.. nothing happened
I cried for 2 days but i was fine
It wasn't as sad as i thought it would be
Or maybe i knowingly bottled up my emotions bec nobody around me understood my pain
Everyone thought it's no big deal to loose friends so whenever i cry or try to talk about them to someone they reacted like 'bruh make new ones'
But to me they were my world
I didn't say it then
But I'm saying it now
It's been 4 months
And I'm now a strange person
Everything is fine in my life but that void. I am not a type of person who would die for someones attention
But lately I've been talking to Tons of guys I'm idk why I'm doing
It's not like I didn't try
I tried to focus my energy on good stuff i tried to fit everything off and study
I stated waking up doing meditation workout everything
I tried to get busy i tried to talk to guys but nothing works
I'm turning into a strange person and this is sooo idk i feel lost like this is not me
I'm not this
I sit and ask myself WHAT IS MY PROBLEM? WHY AM I DOING THIS ??
Idk is this for validation? Is this because I'm insecure?
Yea Right i didn't tell you
My friends I had all male friends and they left me for a my hot school female friend (I'm a girl) they all use to hang out with my friend without calling me or asking me to come
They all ditched me and at last kicked me out
I was so dead hurt but i didn't accepted this before writing this
Why am I crying
Idk why I'm craving for people's attention why i am being like this why i can't focus it's so strangeeee
Idk
Wht to say anymore
I'm turning into a bad person like who talk to tons of boys and flirt with them
And i have a boyfriend and we don't talk much because he's busy
I tried to talk to him but he's is busy and couldn't talk bec of work he promised me he'll be free after a month and he's sorry bec he couldn't give me enough time
He is a really nice person
And idk wht I am even doing
I'm so messed up i lost sleep
I sleep at 4am and wake up at 7am
Idk why this is happening
Is this because of my friends or is it because idk
I thought I was doing fine
Idk anymore whts happening anymore
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This isn't really about the friends. In the first place, it's odd to have a group of friends that are all the opposite sex. Try and find female friends too. You know you're doing wrong by your bf to be flirting etc with all these guys so either stop or break up with your bf. You seem to be focused on attention seeking and i suspect that's why the guy friends, the flirting, not getting the level of attention that you need from your boyF. Find happiness and enjoyment within yourself and then others.
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