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Just whats on my mind (vent rant)
2 months ago · late night thoughts,
Its late. Sigh. untelling if I'll sleep.
I try to be a good person. I really do. I can't help however other peoples sh!tty behavior. Days like today I feel like everybodys against me and I'm all by myself. Dad wasn't easy to talk to once they got back today. I had to keep distance from both again they were edgy untalkable to.
Ok ever since we've moved here this mexican well we (or he) passes by on the street with his dog. Hes been cold as I've since I ever come in contact with him. Well idk his problem. He comes from up an intersection above me I see him walk idk where he lives. But he walks way far down the street then comes back up on my side.
When I have my dog over there I ALWAYS have to step out of his way a ways because the dogs both lunge at each other
AND HE DAMN WELL KNOWS THIS YET COMES STRAIGHT AT ME ANYWAY 😠. I think he's just being an @$$hole on purpose. My dog pulls and pulls. Til they're up the street.
But this evening mr stick up his ass yells perfect english sweet as honey to my nextdoor neighbor. BUT while I had to duck under a tree to get out of his arrogant ass way he walks over a field beside our house WITH HIS DOG to talk to Karen tongue wagging gossip girl. I stood at another tree for a moment before taking doggo in . Only me would something like that happen to mom n dad never have to deal with this bullsh!t. She had her dog too. He was basically trying to invalidate me and act so high and mighty. I HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT WHO THE FK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ANYWAY mexicn pr!ck you have to act like I'M NOBODY NOTHING WORTHLESS ETC and like you're the best thing that ever walked. I wish I could take him to the border and toss him over the fence. Ooh big fkn deal you're friends with back biting Karen gossip girl.
Guess what!?!? YOURE NO BETTER THAN ME. people like him are why racism exists. I'VE NEVER DONE NOTHING TO HIM
I'm not racist. I try to be kind to everyone. He hates me without cause. I worked also and a place where other Mexicans was racist towards other races including me. It sucked they got preferential favor treatment by Mexican bosses. I was demeaned by a little young punk the boss liked him they were female so she acted like his relative but to me like I was stinking poop. DO BETTER HUMAN RACE WERE ALL IN THIS WORLD TOGETHER. I'm just sick being treated like $hit hated without cause
This guy's trying to seemingly be a bully to me. If I don't move for him coming at me as he refuses coming straight at me someone will likely get bit.
But I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO MOVE "EVERY, SINGLE, DAMN TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!" THAT'S HORSE SH!T😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠 ITS BEYOND BULL SH!T
What is wrong with people anymorewhy do I gotta run into the worst people???. I also battle depression anxiety so THIS DOESN'T HELP AT ALL.
I won't be bullied I refuse to be bullied. He's not said anything word to me but his actions speak for themselves. mexicans are so arrogant here too. Like once one with a pony tail LITERALLY CUT LINE IN FRONT OF ME AT A STORE LIKE HE'S ALL THAT LIKE this guy I'm talking about. Something needs to humble him. Its hard being kind in an unkind world. 🖕Is how I feel about him.
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