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Recently I have been feeling like the absolute worse, and for a while i thought i was getting better. like truly. I thought that time was actually helping me i was getting better, i didn't have those intrusive thoughts anymore. But recently i have been going back to the way I was feeling before. Having the feeling of dread and the feeling of no belonging. At my school, we had a haunted house and i got close to some kids there, and had a fun time. But i would sometimes have no enthusiasm for it. then one day this kid read my phone in which i had had "reminders" about my intrusive thoughts. then the kid said that if i needed someone to talk to and he gave me a hug. that hug felt so genuine i dont think someone has ever hugged me that way. it felt so good and comforting that i almost cried. this interaction with him made me feel like no one else will ever care for me like they did. im pretty sure that will be a once in a lifetime thing but i felt so at peace a that moment. but after i was so sad cuz i knew that that will never happen again. i now want to die LMFAO. damn like i was feeling like this before but after this i felt like the absolute worse. goodbye
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Olive, you don't know that you will never get a hug like this again. The hug felt so good because you were so down. If you had felt good the hug wouldn't have felt that great. Please talk to a counselor or doctor about the way you feel so that you receive help.
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