Last battle to find true love in my home country.

One year left to find someone in my own country. However, I am losing the battle every year, and also as I am getting older too. Because of social media, toxic idols, setting a high standard in the western dating world, and not returning true love. I can not keep up with these standards, or be someone that I don't to be. Yet, I still have hope to find someone. There is someone out there who can love for me who I am, But, when I do it is not what I expected whether this person is a single parent or emotionally damaged. I can not go back to my parent's home country. Because they brought these western toxic and materialistic ideas to their hometown. All the ones that I knew years ago and have planned to be in a relationship or marriage. Either divorced or single parents. No more family-oriented environment, no more blue-collar or honest jobs, and more traditional values. Even though, some still hold their traditional values. But, I lost interest in finding the one in my parent's hometown after being used and betrayed. When the due date comes. I find someone halfway around the world or become a rich a**hole like every other rich a**hole, or end myself, or join a group in wars. But for now. I'll wait patiently. I hope next year will be peaceful or a change for once.