my battle

as i am getting better now i been going thru battle with the world

it all started at age 8 i got a phone and downloaded this live app thing i met a boy and started talking to her at age 10 we started dating and it started off well he had a sister named ashley well her name wasnt ashley but i dont want to say her real name we became good friends at age 11 it all went down hill hit my last year in elementry i had to change myself for people my bf stop caring for me and started throwing shade and ashley went to depression and started vaping and hurting herself i broke up with that boy because he wasnt helping his own sister i had to help her even tho we live 6 hours away in December 15 she did suicide when i saw her in her basket i started crying and hated myself for not helping her more later on new year my own bsf asked me out i said yes so we started dating i still couldnt forget abt ashley and her brother but it was far from the beggining

summer year

in summer i had to go to summer school i made a friend group but there was this one boy lets name his by his intencial J. J was gay he said but it was all a lie he send nudes to me and my one of the other friends and he blocked me for no reason so i gave up on him now im a starter in middle school broke off with my gf and i dont have friends on my side so yh thats how it started