Romance

My psychologist told me I've never felt love. Like, been able to feel love in a relationship. Giving it or receiving it, I can only acknowledge the warm feeling. It also explains why Cupioromantic is the best way to describe me.

I've never felt love. I don't know what love is.

But I'd like to assume I felt love the night my boyfriend asked me out, because of the way my heart was pounding and my head was spinning. I'd like to think that meant something.

I'd like to think I felt love when he was the first boy to buy me flowers on Valentine's day. I still have them.

I'd like to assume I felt love when I almost broke up with him and ended up balling my eyes out. I was still in love with him, but I felt so cruel because of how I am.

I'd like to assume I've at least felt love with my boyfriend. I'd also like to assume that with my family. Not a lot of them, but enough of them.