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Why this person decides talk to me? Why this person want to love me? Why this person want me? However, there others came too late or don't know about dark sad heartbroken past. I tried to love myself. I tried to find root cause. Unfortunately, my exes or ex or expressing love to someone else had hurt me bad. Either, I force myself to be numb or be in deinal or force myself to erase my memories of love and/or exes. But,the one who reject me for bad persona with a child and divorce. Wants my attention and single life. While other one doesn't know or too scared to show love to me. This is where I can not be loved or be my true self.
Everyday I face a delimma to be a jerk for a someone who want me for toxic love or reject them to leave me alone. Or be a nice person, knowing chances that I'll be friends, rejected, and marked as a creepy person thet ruined my reputation. For a person or someone else that never presents when I was heartbroken or faking thier love or wants to me loved? I don't know if ever if I'll be loved from someone or poison myself to not to be love again?
They should talk to me 10 to 15 years ago. Where I was open-minded, following cultural traditions, and stable career. Unfortunately, that all changes once exes change me. After unseen events, I decided to work in legal and illegal activities to numb myself from being heartbroken. Years of horrors whats humanity had to each other and on earth.
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