What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
To be honest I don't get jealous that often. There is really no point to it. Wishing to have what other people do won't get it. But why do i feel like I'd rather answer this the other way around. I wish I was the jealous one. Maybe it is because I have been on the recieving end of jealousy. I've had "friends" screaming inches from my face, cursing me for ever having clear skin, nice hair, even attention from men. Being content with any aspect of my body or self must be a bad thing. Because it means that someone else suffers in my presence. Maybe this is why I struggle between compassion and hatred when I look in the mirror. I am not a particularily beautiful woman. But for some reason, when those people saw me, they only saw the absence of thier own flaws. They didn't understand: I don't have acne, because instead I struggle with eczema. My hair may be nice, but I have trouble getting in shape. The attention from men? Always unwanted. I am sorry. I am sorry you looked at me and saw everything you wanted to have. It was never my intention to hurt you like that. But what you did was not okay either.
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
I haven't felt jealous about a girl in a long time. Now I am and I don...
There's this girl in my class that i'm relatively close with. we share some classes but otherwise she has a much more flourishing social life than me. plus we j...
-
I want it to stop.
How do I stop holding resentment for people in a committed and happy relationship? I should be enjoying my life but I have no one to share it with....