can someone suggest an eating disorder recovery support forum

i used to go to that site with initials mpa but they sold out to some company that runs it for profit and sells users personal information. looked around but what i found were either snarky competitive groups trying to be skinny or the opposite.. totally unhelpful rainbow & unicorn sites who think everyone gets help and lives happily fattily ever after.

i just want to find a peer group where people can be honest about how hopeless things can be but who encourage each other to get better or at least try

im spiraling bad and need to talk to someone whos been thru this or is also going thru it