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I just want to get these things thoughts out of me. I feel uneasy here. I said before I didn't feel good vibes upon moving here. This morning mom said she heard upstairs fighting yelling plain as day before they went to work / school. So they had to hear my and dads fight/s before. I make no apologies for what was said it was deserved as dad is always the provoker. Not me. Like when he jumped up cake at me to fight me two months ago and he was high drunk buzzed. Over nothing basically I just talked to him like he did me he couldn't take it.
So this morning he bit my and moms Head off yet she STILL DEFENDED THAT. WHAT THE HELL???!!! as I said he's got her trained well as a narcissist. He's psychotic mental he needs drug rehabilitation he does the same sh!t every month binges on drugs becoming drunk then comes crying because he ate a month supply of medicine usually in a week to 1.5 weeks. How the hell is that my fault OR RESPONSIBILITY!? ITS NOT. Its lt right what he does to me or us that on too of being verbally emotionally abusive cussing us. Its just not right especially how he talks to others like honey ESPECIALLY HIS DEALER AND SISTER, but me how you scold a dog AND CONDESCENDING. THAT'S NOT RIGHT. I think his treatment of me is
1. How much of a coward he is to take his anger out on me instead of the people he's resentful at and 2. Its a reflection of himself.
It gets tiresome real quick. I just don't have a way out yet and no fam is willing to help. But they'll sure come over for dad like my aunt and Doug and laugh it up not caring anything what's been done to me. She blocked my phone number and messenger. That's really horrible. She's blood family in ashamed to say. Her and dad once didn't speak for years over money. Then after he spent some of hers he kept for her she said in a l hope you die in a letter and I had to face her wanting her money back she pushed her way in and mom n dad were too chicken to come home knowing she was there. She beat the door down til it opened. Denied pushing her way in there then goes "WELL GIMME MY MONEY" then partly cries knowing she was in the wrong pushing her way in. Then realized some $ was gone she left went out in her car waited an hour or so for them to come back.
They were too 🐔 chicken to come face her as I texted called them telling them what was happening. til she was gone they wouldn't come home, I HAD TO TAKE THE HEAT FOR HIS COWARDICE MISTAKES AND YET IM THE ENEMY HERE???!!! WTF!?!? YOU All they ARE MENTAL AS HECK I DID NO WRONG HERE IM THE ONE WHO WAS WRONGED BY BOTH
So if anybody has a right to feel used disrespected ITS ME!!!!!!! My family I don't about them. Toxic as can be. Sigh ok enough for now.
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