What are you looking for?
9 months ago · · left,
I have no idea how long I will be stuck in this rut and feeling not able to function from losing my friend. It feels like my motivation won’t come back until I replace him. This scares me because I hope I don’t grab any old guy who is out there because I just don’t want to be alone. I also don’t want to use someone to get over my slump and then discard them, though there are people who have been so kind and would be willing to do just that. I wish I was better already and over this.