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When I was 12-13 me and my brother would play airplane. (My brother was like 5) And then I discovered crash landing. He would land in-between my legs and we would bounce up and down. At first it was innocent and then I realized it felt good. We would do it all the time and sometimes he would have stopped even playing. I then later realized how wrong that was and I live with tremendous guilt everyday. I hate myself for it.
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You didn't know. When I was very young, I masturbated before I even knew what masturbation was - in school, in public, at home, etc. - simply because I discovered that it felt good. Now I'm not saying you did the right thing, but you couldn't have known better at that age. Now you need to free yourself of that guilt over something you're not to be blamed for.
ReplyWoah.. hell you're lightening my years long guilt.. like i was riding a stuff toy and it just felt good, and i did it several times that day.. even to the point of urinating.. well i think it lasted for the day or two.. but y'know i instinctively hid from my mother.. maybe because i urinated(on the bed), as i was only 4-5 or younger at the time.. i simply forgot about it after, but i remembered about this when i saw the stuff turtle again.. it was hand made by my mom, and she used some distinct materials for it.. it wasn't furry but rough and seedy.. so the material was just that good..
ReplyI get it. I used to rub myself up and down on the table leg. It lead to my parents being called in to meet with my teachers a couple of times. I didn't even know I was doing anything wrong and when I realised, years later, I was absolutely mortified. I've never spoken about it since figuring it out. But I feel embarrassed, not guilty. It's not something to feel guilty about - how could you have known any better? It's not your fault, it's not anyone's fault. You couldn't have done anything differently.
Replybut what if i ruined his life and its something he will hold and have trauma over, it was another person, not just a toy.
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