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They said we have a shadow within us and we need to get along with it or else it'll get stronger and tear you apart. Made me wonder since I think I have managed to tamed it and it made me feel strong to make bold decisions that will set me free from toxic patterns of human interactions. However, this specific situation, with specific person, who constantly made me feel like shit when we argue made me question my choice. Which I should not be at the first place. I wonder if my shadow protected me or just hide me away from that certain person. I cut him off as he put cuts on me too. I mean I am not unreasonable to burry that person existence from my tiny life. He hurted me and I am not fool enough to be hurt again just to prove something. I do not know why I am blaming my shadow, was it because I knew I hurt that someone too yet still chose myself. Does the existence of the shadow mirrors my selfishness of choosing to save myself? I am unfair? No. I am not. I am not insane for choosing my sanity over a crappy relationship. I'd rather hug my shadow than a cacti.
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I think they mean you have a demon in you, but I haven't heard of anyone being torn apart by one. If you start getting intrusive thoughts like killing yourself or doing nasty or violent things to anyone take someone with you to see a Catholic priest or church vicar for an exorcism.
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