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I know you are looking. I know your hopes and your yearning to see some writing, some connection that you know is for you. Well, here it is. I feel you pacing nervously stressed out like you always are, working hard, chasing away glimpses of me because you don’t want to have to deal with me. You have to deal with me. I forced you to have to deal with me. I picked you. I prayed to my Gods and my angels again and again, fighting with them, as they showed me over and over these pieces of you hoping that I would see ‘No! He is not the one for you!’, and I bargained and fought with them time and time and time again saying, ‘no, I don’t care, I don’t care, I want him’, until they relented. I sent you on this journey that nearly destroys you or any person unlucky enough to encounter it; things I’ve been living and learning since high school, carefully gathering pieces of wisdom and living, always on my own, because I had never seen a counterpart that might relate to what I’d become until I met you. I know it is real because of the fear and insecurities you arouse in me by just he mention of the things you might be in my life. I am afraid, so very afraid, but yet open for the first time. I find myself not wanting to control or harness anything when it comes to you. This to is how I know it is real. You are my beacon and my partner. You once asked me how did you get so lucky that I chose you. The truth is, I think and ask myself each and every day, how did I get so lucky that you ever chose me. So here is my writing, that you know this is for you, and of course, you know I believe, it is never too late for us—it’s true.
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