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I've been going up and down with my life- a roller coaster of thoughts. First, I start out fine, feeling great, not even a hint of sadness, and then not even a day later I feel as if I'm drowning. It feels like I'm stranded on a tiny, rickety old rowboat in the middle of a hurricane while wave after wave of cold, merciless water is pounding down on me, suffocating me, drowning me. I'm choking on my thoughts. The only way I can escape this is to get rid of my life- but no, I can't, people here on earth want me to stay- my boyfriend, my mom, my friends, the rest of my family. Back and forth, kill myself, don't. How do I get rid of this pounding sea? What do I do?
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Speak plainly about what is going on. What made you happy? what made you flat the next day?
Why do you feel that with ppl you love around you, that you maybe would resort to killing yourself? Talk to them, be honest even if you don't want to hurt or upset them, tell them what you think that you need.❤️ And stay ❤️
ReplySomehow this makes my feel home. I have bipolar and this is very relatable. I love it.
Replythank you, i'm glad my writing is helpful! i am always here to talk :)
Replythank you, im glad my writing is helpful :)
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