worries

I have so many worries piling up I just need to get them out for someone to see. I worry I'm putting on weight too fast, not being careful with what I eat and will get more unhealthy every year and I don't know if I have the willpower to change. I'm worried I'm putting too much effort in at work, more than is necessary for my measly salary and I'm gonna get burnt out or break down.

I guess those are the two major things, I really need to address them because they are important to my health but I feel like I don't have much control right now, everything is going at such a fast pace I don't have time to catch my breath and make more careful choices. I can't control how short staffed we are at work, I can't control what people think about our programs (I work in a library), so I need to identify what I can control. It's really hard living on my own for the first time, I want to enjoy my freedom and meet new people but I have so many responsibilities to juggle and am often exhausted after work. I guess I'll adjust. I've come a long way from the shy, depressed girl I was in college. But that person is creeping back out these days.