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I don't know what I did to deserve it
Was it even my fault
Did you have to get I my head
Tell me I wasn't worthy of love
Tell me noone could ever love me
Did you have to lock me inside the classroom
Or hold my bike on my way home
I know we were young
But I don't think that's an excuse
I know you didn't start it
But you made it so much worse
In second grade
When everybody worte poems about princesses
Do you know what I worte about
Words hurt
I think that's what I called it
Why did noone see that as a cry for help
I was just a child
It took me six years after that
Six years for me to switch schools
And in the six years it just got worse
Did you get what you wanted
Things got better
The first day at my new school I cried
I cried because I couldn't answer the question
I was terrified that it would be the same
You did that to me
You and your friends
Did anyone ever question you
I got into therapy some years later
It helped alot
It was expensive
But worth it
The power you once had over me
It has been replaced
Sometimes I still remember
Especially when times get tough
Or someone makes we feel the way you did
Unworthy
But I'm not
I hope you have matured
I don't think you remember me
But that's okay
You don't need to hurt like I did
Forgiveness is a strong thing
And eventhough we will never be friends
I do forgive you
Not for you
But for me
Because I need to
I need to move on
Thank you
Thank you for making me strong
Strong enough for me to handle life
So that in the end it was worth it
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