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Dear Guy,
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry for making you worry about me. I'm sorry you even met me. I'm a horrible person. You deserve better friends than me. I'm ugly, disgusting, foolish, and a mess. You shouldn't have to deal with that. I'm not sure about my feelings, but I know one thing.
I hate myself
And I don't know what to do about it. I've harmed myself, and I hate that about me. I'm so selfish. I have it so good, yet I want to end it all. I want to die. I want to kill myself. And I hope you'll never read this letter because I fear what you would think of me. Yet lately, I can't hide it. Through all the funny phrasing, all those death jokes came from my desire to kill myself. To end it all.
But the thought of it scares me, what after that? What if I change my mind too late? What would you do?... I hate myself. I hate my desires. Everything hurts. I just want to disappear, I wish you never met me. I don't want to cause you pain.
I hope someone helps me before it's too late.
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