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My Unsent Letter (To La*in*s and Wh*te women who show true love towards me.)
1 year ago · 2 · Confession, +5
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Disclaimer and Trigger warning: I am not being mean or showing resentment or giving them a bad rap. It is bad luck, choosing the wrong person, and being lied to.
First, I am sorry that reject them and show disinterest. I try really hard to go back or give them a second chance. But, I always get bad luck or bad timing. They always give me the same response or show the same cheating behavior while my back is in turn.
Second, I regret listening to toxic and cheating ones. Because I was young and dumb back then. I should either walk away or break up. But, I was too lazy or scared to look somewhere else or find someone with a different personality. Unforntnely, I learned it from my parents, family members, and community. That trait stuck with me with I worked outside the community, college, and joined the military.
Third, even though I am half Latino and half white. I should get a better chance of finding a suitable partner from both sides. But instead, I received racist remarks and negative rejection. I will forget what they said to me. In addition, adding salt to my wound they told me they rather be in a relationship with fully blooded black, white, or Latino over me. This led to showing resentment and being mean to them until I received therapy.
Forth, military career, travel overseas and meet someone outside my confront zone. This led me to stop trying or not give it a second chance.
Last, I could go back and give them a chance. I learned to let go of the past. I do admit I met a nice one with a good personality and they were willing to marry me for my personality. I accept that not all of them are toxic or cheaters. Did work for a while. But, years of experience of being cheated on, and receiving harsh treatment from them. I still can not go back.
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ReplyYou really need to talk with a therapist to get past this.
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