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Its like this. Firstly idk if words can express my frustrations. But I'll try. Its utter bullshit. Nobody has to read this btw. But its been a lot of bullshit since last night. Again I didn't sleep. Dad the toddler had to be harassing mom for drugs multiple times yesterday last night and this morning. The asshole drunk for no reason mocked me a few minutes ago. Mom left for a Dr appointment. He tried harassing me a couple times while she was gone. I just stayed silent. Hes been up since like 3 am smoking weed on top taking other drugs. Weed always makes him worse in his psychosis. He finally laid down n slept until mom had to come back. His TV was blaring I had to shut the door to moms room as the dog and I laid down in her bed. It was peaceful for once until she came back then its him harassing get for drugs which led to hee going off on him. He's just abusing the damn things. Last 2 weeks he was suffering taking very little so there's not much excuse for this bullshit. I can take my meds as prescribed. he just wants to abuse, run out ,cry to me ,repeat. And that's getting really old too. Im not his damn pharmacy. He over took yesterday. I just don't like him getting mean drunk, running out then come crying to me going ðŸ˜im out help me. With what he has it would last me properly 3 months the wAy im prescribed them. He has no sense of self control or he just don't give a fuck I don't know. The situation is just bullshit. If you wanna be that fucking miserable, make those lives around you miserable (mom me and the dog) at the same time GO SOMEWHERE ELSE AND GTFO OF HERE. Mom going off and him pulling this crap is not helping my mental health AT ALL 😠😤😡. Fucking little toddler acting child. He's just a prick from a giant cactus. I don't need this shit in my life. He won't take responsibility for nothing. He's got a drug problem he won't seek help. No its easier for him to try and run me out of my meds instead of doing anything about it. It was finally peaceful here until mom woke the ass up sndt went off on him too. FML life give me a break I don't need this shit. Miserable ass fucking people. Go get help or get out of my life dad. This is nonsense. Youd feel the same if it was mom. It ought to rain literal shit on him for making my life so miserable. You just don't understand or care what you do to us. Mom takes the frustrations she's got out on me too then goes newwwwwww (no) denying wrong doing when I know what's she's done and how she's acted. Fml
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