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My dad left. From the ages of seven to nine he sexually abused me in my sleep. I know this because I woke up once, and when I woke i up had bruises on my upper arms and thighs. This happened several times. I never had a child hood I was forced into a false identity and personality to please others around me, my job was to make the peoples lives around me easy, this was when I was around seven.my self harm started at eleven. I tried to commit suicide at eleven. None of my family noticed that I lost fifty pounds in under a month, or vomiting blood or screaming and praying to god he would finish me off. And even when I screamed at her that I wanted to kill myself she told me I was being dramatic and it was my hormones, that night I tried to kill myself unfortunately I woke up th next morning. Around the time of all this I was remembering what he did to me. last Christmas he left I think he was afraid I had told my mother.
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